I’ve always felt so invisible and shut down. Always keeping my mouth shut and never heard, even to you I feel like I’m casted aside at times. It wasn’t always this way, when I was fresh in your life, you were eager to listen. Now that I’ve spoken my mind, it almost feels like you’re tired of listening. I do nothing but try to please you with kind words, but it all falls on deaf ears and I end up biting a bitter tongue.
Its ridiculous how inconsiderate some people can be. Its almost as if sometimes I feel like what am I even getting out of this relationship? At the drop of a hat, he always knows I’ll be there, but I can never count on him when the call comes in. Why does one good thing make me forget a million tiny inconsiderate choices? Why am I always portrayed as that person who can’t stand up for herself?